Every event and experience in your entire life can change your perspective on the situation your in, or even yourself. Events so large and eye-opening that your values and convictions change and you don’t even realize this; for better or for worse. You hear the ‘typical’ adult saying “When you’re a teenager; you just THINK you have everything figured out”. How douse that sound to you? Not good huh? Because you know for a fact how your life will be and that you already have a set of values to uphold. I once thought the same thing, but my outlook on life changed so drastically that I know that I defiantly haven’t figured it out yet. I really don’t think anyone has it figured out. There can be an educated person that read every book in the world about family connections but still has not experienced it in practice-Real life experiences.



Over the years , so many people walked in and out of my life, its interesting to think where would I be without them or where COULD I have been without them. Positive and negative aspects of this shaped the way I see the world .This only leaves me wondering.



They say when you lash out and hate someone is because your not a happy person or confident in yourself. This is indeed true, Marry times have I made fun of someone because of they’re attitude , appearance , the way they look just to discourage them from being who they are or what they want to become. And for what? For the gratification of knowing i'm better then them? I look back and question my actions. ‘Why was I so cold? ‘So full of hate?’ Maybe it’s because you can’t really love anyone when you didn’t love yourself. I’m not a very emotional person but self loath are what ruins a person- it’s what almost ruined me.



I really wish people where not so hateful to you another. Racism, Hate, Prejudice on another’s society. Why should theses things really matter? We’re still people, right? We live under the same sky, breath the same air; ALL really want the same thing in life. We should just love one another and love the DIFFERENCES we have, it’s what makes this world what it is. Beacsue I really think its love that is gunna save us all.




-Alex

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